How would u feel when u work on sumthing for 2 long years of ur life..get a result out of ur work but at the most important juncture of the work namely; presenting it to the world, get bedridden with a viral fever.Man, if u were me, then i wud say ud definitely feel that this was the greatest punishment ud get..maybe the world was unhappy about the pace at which u were beating it and progressing grandiosely. But u never know..sometimes u just have to give up..and take a stride back before u get back and bang!!!
for past three days, i have been doing nothing but waking up at 6am and realising that temperature is overshot by 3F to scale a 101 F..and then lying there still just because i find it difficult to get up and go get some hot coffee. Maybe this is the only time when i feel it would be nice to have a good frnd or a partner who cud have done that for me..the morning still opens up without knowing my pain, and i go back to sleep simultaneously giving up my hope. somedays i am blessed with that sudden surge of energy to get up, brush and walk 0.5km to get to my mess . But getting there doesnt settle things, the most discouraging experience just awaits - The Mess Food!!. my god, it tastes so acerbic that i hope god never gave me taste buds to taste anything fresh and good ever in my life..sadly thts no the case..sumhow, against my own will, i will have to waste a little amount. 2 days ago, while i was "trying" my dinner, a small insect falls out of nowhere into my dal rice. the funniest part being that dal rice was the only thing i had on my plate. the insect smelled so foul that i was blessed with the sensation of vomiting instantaneously. the fact that i hadnt had anything properly for past 2 days, created an urge in me to try a different plate..but sadly though, i had to give up that effort..god bless the insect.
the two most irritating points abt the viral fever is the running nose, and the watery eyes. being a sinus patient myself for 19 years, i got over it through ayurveda. but guess all the effort i put into removing that was negated in one day..lord.. this world doesnt value hard work doesnt it??? :)..
the effect of the first guy( running nose) is that all ur handkerchiefs get soaked with flum..and i have always wondered where body produces so much of it.. he's irritating, coz, u feel like sneezing but u cant, once u started, then u dnt stop and cold balm releases the situation. though im trying to fight back by repeated steaming, im quite unsure of the overall effect. the other one, is lately new to me. this one troubles me more coz it prohibits me from the onl other pass times i can have : reading and watching movies. tears running down from both eyes, as ur watchin ace ventura certainly doesnt appeal to me..and also eyes pain after quite some time.. i tried reading paper for some time, only to get confused about whether Manmohan is in china or is Wen Jiaboa in India..pathetic..so i deicide to sit alone in my balcony and look at the stars and predict something like ace dudes like Stephen Hawkings do!!( maybe not when he's bedridden though!!)..but apparently the climate here is cloudy so i miss the chance..
so wat on the world do i do? stay in my bed and wait for this goddamn thing to get away? but one thing that keeps me happy is the fact that my team mates are taking the work forward and keeping my hopes alive..tht being said, i cannot stop without saying how supportive RK has been through these days of my misery. he ckecks up frequently, gets me things to eat..so thks to u man..anyways, i have increased my dosage to 650 from 500 and also am packing my bags and leaving to my home..where atleast i dnt need to struggle for some food and a hot coffee..
hope situation improves and im okay before i board that 3AC coach on 23rd..it better be..coz i an'it any loser!!!
for past three days, i have been doing nothing but waking up at 6am and realising that temperature is overshot by 3F to scale a 101 F..and then lying there still just because i find it difficult to get up and go get some hot coffee. Maybe this is the only time when i feel it would be nice to have a good frnd or a partner who cud have done that for me..the morning still opens up without knowing my pain, and i go back to sleep simultaneously giving up my hope. somedays i am blessed with that sudden surge of energy to get up, brush and walk 0.5km to get to my mess . But getting there doesnt settle things, the most discouraging experience just awaits - The Mess Food!!. my god, it tastes so acerbic that i hope god never gave me taste buds to taste anything fresh and good ever in my life..sadly thts no the case..sumhow, against my own will, i will have to waste a little amount. 2 days ago, while i was "trying" my dinner, a small insect falls out of nowhere into my dal rice. the funniest part being that dal rice was the only thing i had on my plate. the insect smelled so foul that i was blessed with the sensation of vomiting instantaneously. the fact that i hadnt had anything properly for past 2 days, created an urge in me to try a different plate..but sadly though, i had to give up that effort..god bless the insect.
the two most irritating points abt the viral fever is the running nose, and the watery eyes. being a sinus patient myself for 19 years, i got over it through ayurveda. but guess all the effort i put into removing that was negated in one day..lord.. this world doesnt value hard work doesnt it??? :)..
the effect of the first guy( running nose) is that all ur handkerchiefs get soaked with flum..and i have always wondered where body produces so much of it.. he's irritating, coz, u feel like sneezing but u cant, once u started, then u dnt stop and cold balm releases the situation. though im trying to fight back by repeated steaming, im quite unsure of the overall effect. the other one, is lately new to me. this one troubles me more coz it prohibits me from the onl other pass times i can have : reading and watching movies. tears running down from both eyes, as ur watchin ace ventura certainly doesnt appeal to me..and also eyes pain after quite some time.. i tried reading paper for some time, only to get confused about whether Manmohan is in china or is Wen Jiaboa in India..pathetic..so i deicide to sit alone in my balcony and look at the stars and predict something like ace dudes like Stephen Hawkings do!!( maybe not when he's bedridden though!!)..but apparently the climate here is cloudy so i miss the chance..
so wat on the world do i do? stay in my bed and wait for this goddamn thing to get away? but one thing that keeps me happy is the fact that my team mates are taking the work forward and keeping my hopes alive..tht being said, i cannot stop without saying how supportive RK has been through these days of my misery. he ckecks up frequently, gets me things to eat..so thks to u man..anyways, i have increased my dosage to 650 from 500 and also am packing my bags and leaving to my home..where atleast i dnt need to struggle for some food and a hot coffee..
hope situation improves and im okay before i board that 3AC coach on 23rd..it better be..coz i an'it any loser!!!
